Each person has own life but sometimes and many times other person try to involved into our life. Maybe their intention was not for bothering but caring to our life. But, naturally i felt it was so bothering especially when they ask about "Children".
Honestly, as a couple which had got married for one year, the question "udah isi?" had been asked for many times by so many peoples. It was not wrong. But, i still could not accept when they tried to tell me for patient or analyzed of my life that maybe i was so tired sor it was so hard to get pregnancy. Moreover, some peoples guessed that i've postponed to be pregnant. What? i have not yet even just wondering.
But, actually i can not impose them to understand of my life. I cried for many times when i was thinking about this. Alhamdulillah, my husband gave his shoulder and i laid my head then cried. He said that whatever will happen in the future, he will always love me. InsyaAlloh.Aamiin.
Ya Alloh...Allohumma innaka ta'lamu ana hadzihilqulub qodijtama'at 'ala mahabbatik wal taqot 'ala thoatik wa tawahaddat 'ala da'watiik wa ta'ahaddat 'ala nusyroti syari'atik fawatsikillahumma robithotaha wa addim wuddaha wahdiha subulaha wamla'ha binuurikaladzi laa yahbuh wasyroh suduroha bifaiydil imaniibik wa jamilittawakulli 'alaik wa ahyiha bima'rifatik wa amitha 'ala syahadtik fii sabilik innaka ni'mal mawla wa ni'man nashir. Allohumma Aamiin wa sholillahumma 'ala syaidina muhammada wa 'ala alihi washohbihi was salim.
Ya Alloh, children is something we can not create, it is the real Your gift.
Rabbana hab lana min azwajina wa dzurriyatina qurrota a'yunin waj 'alna lil muttaqina imama, (Al-Furqon: 74).
Aamiin yaa Mujib...
Honestly, as a couple which had got married for one year, the question "udah isi?" had been asked for many times by so many peoples. It was not wrong. But, i still could not accept when they tried to tell me for patient or analyzed of my life that maybe i was so tired sor it was so hard to get pregnancy. Moreover, some peoples guessed that i've postponed to be pregnant. What? i have not yet even just wondering.
But, actually i can not impose them to understand of my life. I cried for many times when i was thinking about this. Alhamdulillah, my husband gave his shoulder and i laid my head then cried. He said that whatever will happen in the future, he will always love me. InsyaAlloh.Aamiin.
Ya Alloh...Allohumma innaka ta'lamu ana hadzihilqulub qodijtama'at 'ala mahabbatik wal taqot 'ala thoatik wa tawahaddat 'ala da'watiik wa ta'ahaddat 'ala nusyroti syari'atik fawatsikillahumma robithotaha wa addim wuddaha wahdiha subulaha wamla'ha binuurikaladzi laa yahbuh wasyroh suduroha bifaiydil imaniibik wa jamilittawakulli 'alaik wa ahyiha bima'rifatik wa amitha 'ala syahadtik fii sabilik innaka ni'mal mawla wa ni'man nashir. Allohumma Aamiin wa sholillahumma 'ala syaidina muhammada wa 'ala alihi washohbihi was salim.
Ya Alloh, children is something we can not create, it is the real Your gift.
Rabbana hab lana min azwajina wa dzurriyatina qurrota a'yunin waj 'alna lil muttaqina imama, (Al-Furqon: 74).
Aamiin yaa Mujib...
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